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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    ignorance is bliss
    Saturday, June 28, 2008
    there are some things that u wish u never knew
    because knowlegde is power
    but power corrupts
    so having knowlegde corrupts ur views on things
    so that means studying more isnt good for u
    it corrupts u more
    empowers u to find the truth

    the more i think about it
    the more i feel the liabilites of being a singaporean outwiegh the benefits
    what does it mean to be a singaporean?
    what is loyalty?

    in this materialistic world
    money talks
    money makes the world go round
    of cos money cant solve everything but it makes ur life easier
    at least materially
    the same cant be said spiritually, emotionally
    sg revovles around the economy
    economic growth
    upgrading retraing
    rising costs , inflation wages not keeping up
    yet pay rises for civil service and ministers
    what is the justification?????
    to prevent corruption?



    on a personal note
    today went to suntec to meet victor and later alvin, hadlunch at pepper lunch
    then went to take a peek at hebe from SHE
    promoting dental stuff
    haha the power of celebrities
    their endorsing help to boost sales of products

    and now feeling so like ................. non chalant
    its like being numb..........
    like i dont want to care bout whats going to happen to sg...
    but i know it will affect me and those still living in sg
    the relentless rise in cost of living
    competition from foreigners
    globalisation has really brought along a lot of problems..........................


    1:23:00 AM


    3 more plus weeks
    Monday, June 23, 2008
    less than a month to go before leaving sg for studiess.....
    so many things unknown
    apprehension and uncertainty

    weekend was good finally met up with friends for meals
    watched the movie get smart on sat
    hilarious and lame
    good for laughs
    challenges the stereotypes of intelligence agencies

    talking with friends over lunch and dinner and a constant theme came out
    competition from foreigners be it in the workforce or at unis
    especially those from PRC
    really posing a problem to locals
    seems like in the past few years massive influx of foreigners into sg
    it beomes a problem when they compete with locals for jobs and education
    when they finish their bond here they can go back to their home country
    what bout locals ? stuck here ?

    nagging problem with my tongue
    eating can be a problem
    cos there seems to be something pricking my tongue at the side
    i seriously hope there isnt a cut in my tongue........zzzzzzzzz

    back to work again this week sigh
    next week will be my last week at work.... and i plan on cutting the number of shifts worked


    12:58:00 PM


    random mutterings
    Tuesday, June 17, 2008
    bah now this feeling of emptyness is sinking in

    always feeling moody

    get pissed off so easily

    just got an acer laptop earlier today
    i hope its good and it wont cause major problems
    cause i intend it to last me for the next few years

    songs i like at the moment
    leona lewis-keep bleeing love
    rihanna-take a bow
    paramore-emergency
    xtm-fly on the wings of love
    dcx-flying high

    updated psp firmware to 3.71 m33 a few days ago
    now playing wipeout pulse
    and some dj max portable once again

    i been reading online forums/blogs rants bout sg education system
    one thing i agree with is that sg is very unforgiving towards failure
    streaming from p4 onwards ya da ya da psle, express,normal a, normal tech, ite
    its like dont do well in exams and the whole world u know come crashing on ur heads
    teachers, parents, societal pressure
    what is the point of education?
    to get a decent job that pays u decently that enables u to live a decent standard of living

    problem is the decent job u want nowadays minimum requires a degree
    and the barriers to entry to jobs is harder due to foreign competition
    foreigners who can accept lower pay and work longer hours
    why? cos when they return to their home countries they can live quite comfortably
    for locals the ever increasing cost of living coupled with inflation means its getting harder just to get by

    its worse for low wage earners seriously... in my opinion , foreign workers are depressing the wages in sg, couple with lack of minimum wage and trade unions who are controlled by the govt
    the situation doesnt look good

    how often have u heard retraining,upgrading ur skills, innovation?
    sounds familar
    hm a certain govt is propagating this views

    bah just wanted to get this out of my system
    so many things bugging me now
    uncertainty of whether i can adapt to life in aussie
    will i be able to fit in
    i must one way or another

    anime wise
    hm still keeping with code geass r2
    vampire knight
    other than that not following any other series
    btw code geass shows just how dirty politics can be
    it applies to real life to
    to be a politican
    u need to be ruthless and unforgiving


    12:52:00 AM


    good stuff, bad stuff, ugly stuff
    Sunday, June 08, 2008
    good stuff:
    god of war for the psp is a blast to play
    only gripe is i heard its quite short less than 6 hours to finish
    currently bout 4.30 hours that means its gonna end soon

    gongfupanda is brainless fun to watch
    and as usual has a hidden meaning
    want to feel special?
    believe in yourself
    beleve that you can be special

    manhattan fish and chips rocks

    bad stuff:
    my throat still has phelegm
    even though i stopped eating chocolates for the past week already

    work sianess has sunk in already...
    getting tired of this aleady
    its no wonder the employee turnover rate for f and b industry is so high
    look around restaurants/cafes are always hiring
    still its fun joking around with the other part-timers
    and hearing the fulltimers talk bout love stuff/gossip

    ugly stuff:
    everywhere cost is increasing, fuel prices just dont seem to stop rising
    dd seriously outstrips supply it appears
    oil cartels like opec enjoying their oligopolistic power over consumers

    blogs arent free like they supposed to be
    it appears the only free place is on pen and paper
    written in the privacy of your home
    its called the good old fashioned diary
    thats where u can express ur innermost thoughts without
    fear of persuecution/defamation

    blogs? limited avenue of expression but nevertheless
    can rant here just have to bear the consequences


    4:43:00 PM